yesterday was supposedly a mjor bonding moment for honey and me.. but it turned out to be a major iyakan moment instead..
the whole day was fine.. he picked me up at school at 430.. mhy, my bestfriend, was already texting me an hour before he came.. magpapasama daw sa mega for her celphone.. then when we were about to buy some street foods at asturias, we saw meg and don.. papunta pla sa cafe dapits for some drinking session.. beacuse of peer pressure, sama nmn kme.. we just fooled around with them for like 20 minutes then were off to megamall.. sobrang nakakahiya kay mhy!we arrived there at about 730 already.. mga 1 hour xa naghihintay don.. i was so excited to see 2 of my beloved people together.. dame kse negative remarks ni mhy before regarding hon's personality.. after finishing talking to the ultimately nonsense attendant at semicon, we finally head for tokyo tokyo for dinner.. ayun na.. mhy started saying nice things about christian.. how nice he is.. how cute her eyes are.. how fuuny he is.. hay naku.. natakot talaga ko.. i thought im gonna be pressured trying to make them like each other.. buti everything turned out fine..
after finishing eating dinner.. hinatid na namin si mhy.. then we saw some affair at megastrip in front of starbucks.. i remembered saturday nga pala.. there was a live band playing tas madame pa tables so we decided to stay for a while.. as expected selosan na nmn sa mga songs.. i'll be played.. e song nila ng ex nya yun.. those rnb songs nmn reminded me of my ex.. kaya ayan.. napaalis kme ng wala sa oras..
when we arrived at their place.. minit ko muna si toni.. the same friend who introduced us to each other.. we talked in front of their house.. uhmm.. medjo matagal din.. kse tagal nmn si nagkita.. even though its raining hard.. kwentong buhay na buhay pa rin!it was hon's tito's bday.. dame nagiinuman sa labas so we have to find some way to enter their house.. parang magnanakaw ang effect nmen.. kunwari we were looking for joan.. yung sis nya.. e nasa bulacan daw.. so we pretended to look for some cd na alam ni hon.. it worked!tapos aun.. kwentuhan to the max na nmn.. sobrang hurting lang nung nagkkwento na sila about their batangas outing.. kasama kse yung ex nya don.. major selos beauty ko!
toni left at around 12 pm.. i was so tired the whole day and i was having a bad case of sudden mood swings because of my meds.. i wanted to go the cr badly pro di pwede kse nasa sala lahat ng tao.. i got really pissed off kse parang magnanakaw talaga yung feeling ko.. so i tried sleeping instead. e ang kulit nmn ni hon.. aun nag-away na kme.. at first irita lang.. then my mood switched to pagiinarte mode.. i started crying and bursting all my tampos.. every problem started sinking in to me.. i just wanted to let all of those feelings out.. so muntik na umabot sa cool off.. pati si hon umiiyak na rin..
he assured me that there's nothing to worry about.. just leave eveything to him.. he's gonna try to find ways to fix everything just to make me stay.. that felt really good kaya napatahan na rin ako.. there's just so many pressures in my life right now that i cant voice out.. kawawa si hon kse para shang shock absorber.. i cant say how much i value him at times pero his love means everything to me..
right now we're good.. sana lang magtuloy tuloy na to.. kse pag daw within this week meron pa din ako mood swings.. itatapon na daw talga nya yung gamot ko hehe!sayang lang kse ang mahal pa nmn nun..
jheng
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