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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

saddest Christmas

I felt really bad during the holidays. Can't exactly call it a holiday because of some incident that pushed me to the wall. My entire feelings were disregarded. Its not that I want my dad to suffer his consequences. I just wasn’t the best for my mom. If they would be together and continue arguing and hurting each other, it would be much better if they live separate lives. I love my mom more than anyone in this world and I am so sick and tired of seeing her cry over and over again. I know what my dad wants and he knows how he tries to find a way to get pass it. Im so worn out of this sick cycle. All i wanted was for evryone to be happy. isn't that fair enough? Where did I go wrong?

jheng blabbered @ 10:33:00 PM

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