last tuesday, my honey and i went to tapika in katipunan to unwind.. my friend, thor has a regular gig there.. supposedly, we're going out with his friend and his girl but unfortunately, alain has an exhibit to attend to so we decide to go by ourselves.. the music was really good and since the drink prices are cheaper we gulped down some..
thor's first song was "Just Friends" by Music Soul Child.. i remember the good old JAY-R gig days.. i was suddenly into a trans going back to our happy, single days with my friends.. i really miss hanging out with those girls coz the last time we saw each other was during Jay-r's major concert.. we never got the chance to go out coz there's not much gig skeds nowadays..
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here are some pix of our JAY-R gig days.. hay... i really miss the days!
(Left-Right)Boogie(my high school friend), me, tisha & dorothy
Thor, Jastine, me, Tish, Duncan of Southboarder & Joanne
Jerwin, Tish, Joanne, Sherwin of Myxtreme(jay-r's band), me, Jastine, Jay-r & Tita Geleen's driver (e1 ko ba kung bkt nsma xa sa picturan!)
(clockwise) Earl, Jayson(moderator ng Jay-r Online), Chie, Apple & me
the only jayr pic left in my fone after it had a MMC error and erased every image gggrrrrrr!!!!buti na lang qt si crush d2!
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all those rnb tunes brought back different memories from my past.. some happy, some hunting.. when "Without You" played, i almost froze.. i started to focus my attention in lighting one cigarette to another to get over the feeling.. that song was my ex's sort of farewell song for me and i hated the feeling of reminiscing him.. i know very well that he's gone and nobody could do anything about us anymore.. its just that i cant help to remember the times we were still together.. and i fucking hate it..
i am currently happy with my honey and i can never be thankful enough for having someone close to my ideal guy.. i know he still doubts me when i tell him i dont love my ex anymore but i can't blame him though.. i know the feeling where the one you love think of somebody else.. but im trying my best to show him that my ex is really out of my life and im on the verge of completely getting him out of my system.. i just wish his memories would stop haunting me everytime.. well hon if you get to read this, please believe me when i say your my life now.. i dont care whatever odds we are in and will be encountering in the future.. i love and im so down for you
jheng
blabbered @ 1:32:00 PM
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